December 1st:
Well, might as well try this out. Today was a good day. ITS FINALLY DECEMBER SO THAT MEANS 24 DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS. HELLL YEA. Also, it was good to just talk and laugh today with you. I feel like you’re letting loose and it really makes me super happy. Maybe after a while we’ll get back to what it used to be. Anyways, time for math homework. God. I fucking hate my teacher, she’s a bitch. Well thats all for now. Toodalooooo;)
December 2nd:
Today was a blah day, nothing really exciting. ALEXIS CAME TO VISIT US TODAY AT LUNCH<333 But school was just the same and stupid. Work was long but short, SUPER TIRING, but now I’m at home and I’m so relaxed. Showers are the absolute best. Yea. ok bye.
December 3rd:
Somewhat eventful day, FINALLY STARTED PUTTING UP THE CHRISTMAS TREE TODAY~ its so fucking big like a 9ft tree is the shit. Alexis and Dara came over, it was fun. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH<3 My weekends are boring ok.
December 4th:
Went shopping at Walmart and I got all dis stufff<33 heheeh Yay for winter and sweaters and sweats~I FINISHED THE CHRISTMAS TREEEEEE. YAYY. It looks so good, I’m proud. And yea then I went to work. And yea.
December 5th:
School was school like always. I got to wear my hat all day which was lovely. I started INSANITY today, oh goodness. But hey, 60 days and helllooo beautiful body. I hung out with Maddie, Lauren and Andi and then we had dinner with Behdad and Kimmers. Yum food. Well yea, thats it. byee
December 7th:
Lawlz @ Wednesdays. Worst days ever. LIke they couldn’t be longer. Our freaking meeting was till 5 today. But whatevs. Yea and TROY BOUGHT ME SONIC TODAY<3 YAY. Well technically I bought it, he just got it but whatever, I still got sonic<3 hehehehe
OK RANT TIME.
I AM SO FUCKING MAD AT EVERY SINGLE GIRL I KNOW. ITS FUCKING RIDICULOUS. EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY I’M AT SCHOOL AND YET ANOTHER PERSON SAYS THEY’RE FAT OR UGLY. WHEN THEY’RE CLEARLY NOT. THEY HAVE BOTH GUYS AND GIRLS TELLING THEM THEY’RE NOT FAT AND THAT THEY’RE BEAUTIFUL, YET THEY STILL MAKE SOME FUCKING BULLSHIT EXCUSE AND SAY THEY ARE. Like literally, this is what makes me so fucking pissed. All of them need to stop. They’re all beautiful and all skinny and don’t need to continually complain. If I hear someone call themselves fat one more fucking time, I will literally slap them across the face. I’ve been wanting to do that for so long. Honestly this may sound mean but I don’t care. Just sayin whats on muh mind~
lol and
fuck people who make car jokes. honestly. its getting old.
lol no ones gonna read this. whatever.
December 15th:
Wow good job Estelle, really keepin up with this. But yea, SCHOOLS FINALLY OUT TOMORROW YAY~
AND YEA. idk bye
December 19th:
Honestly. I just want a boyfriend. Is that too much to ask for? I mean I’m fucking amazing. HAHAHAHA, but really though, it would be nice to have someone. But I guess that time will never come. Whatever, I’ll just chill alone and watch all my friends get into relationships.
But anyways, today was good. Went to da mall with Austin and then to northlake with Johnny Boy. DIDNT HAVE TO GET MY MENINGITIS SHOT TODAY. FUCK YEA. well thats all. peace and blessings~
December 29th:
Alright, since I’m sure every one of my friends is sick of hearing me talk about this I’ll just type it all out and it’ll be better. But ugh, WHY DO YOU KEEP POPPING UP IN MY MIND IT KILLS ME. Like I really don’t know why it’s annoying me so much, but it is. All I wanna know is what did I do wrong, like what is it that is actually making everything worse. a;sdkajfdfkads;lfk j.
But on a brighter note, got The Hunger Games today and started reading it! Its good so far, I think I’m gonna like it. Also hung out with the world’s most perfect couple both separately and together. hahaah I had a nice long hour chat with Dustan, then went on to go home and read, picked up Lauren and we watched Behdoodle play lax, then I picked up Hannah and had a lovely heart2heart with her at Starbucks. I LOVE HANNAH. SHES THE BEST, WE GET ALONG SO EASILY. But yea, from there we went on to me third wheelin it at Dustan’s house, but hey, it’s ok, they’re too cute. I’m soups jealous of their relationship even though it just started up hahaah. Wellll, thats all for now. BYE<3
January 1st:
SUPPP NEW YEAR.
“New year, new me” BAHAH totally kidding. I ain’t fucking changing. but yea today was a very very lazy day. Watched Kardashians all day long<3 But anyways, theres only one more day left of break:( Like I cannot even begin to explain how much I do not want to go back to school. But yea, I have a very messy bedroom and bathroom waiting for me to clean the. I’m not gonna do it. so yea~
January 4th:
You asked me to never leave you and I never did. I never ever even thought to do so. When I made you that promise I had always thought you made that promise to me too. Guess you didn’t.
March 2nd:
OMG OMG OMG <3
March 10th:
Alright, you’re cool and everything, but fuck you
